…a day makes! Yesterday I once again was putting out fires but my ability to give it God and keep my peace was much better! I went for a long walk and that makes all the difference!
I am not sure what God was trying to show me on Wednesday. Was He showing me that this is what my life would be like without Him? Or was that my bottom and now I am going up? I feel like I am going up! I am trying to keep my head looking up into the Son for sure!
I’m not sure how my love is doing. He is up to something. I don’t know if he wants me to respond but I can’t or don’t feel I should! So I won’t. He’s trying to break free and noone is helping him. I want to help him but I don’t think by me helping him it would set him free— truly free. Unfortunately it might be backfiring and the noose is getting tighter. I pray constantly for him.
In November of last year I felt God showed me why He was doing it this way and He gave me the word freedom. Just recently I received the same word: freedom. He wants us to be free and He did it this way so that we would be free… truly free! “If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed!” —John 8:36 One of the definitions of “makes” is create! Yes! I like it! It’s not something we can do! It’s something He does! Yes we will be free because the Son created it! (I hope you know that I’m not talking about physical freedom or getting away from something. I am talking about being free from other peoples thoughts and opinions and judgements and control. It’s about acknowledging them but then thinking and doing something different because God tells you too and not being concerned about them since you know God will deal with them. You are doing what God has you do and that is all you can be responsible for. I hope that makes sense.)
I am headed up North to see my Mom— know I’ll be thinking and praying for you mightily!