I am having a difficult time. It’s just weird. I’m like empty. I get scared some times… will I have feelings again? Will joy return? I read the Psalms and I cry.
I ONLY want God’s will in my life. I only want what God wants. Nothing more. Nothing less. It seems I’m filling my time. Waiting. Why can’t what God wants me to be… be born? I don’t even know what it is! I ask all the time!
Listening to James Taylor… yeah… always thought I’d see you again… fire and rain… martha’s vineyard… yeah
God have mercy of me. It’s all good.